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I Hate The Way This Makes Me Feel.

by Tourniquet

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1.
i wish you had my eyes. i don’t want them anymore. this is too hard. i can’t keep up. i’ll be dead in no time. sands of time wear me down and summer smiles are too far. they made (this). i am destruction. le désordre c’est moi. grab me. beat me down. i’m dead. she’ll watch me fail with hooks in my eyes. you’ll paint me gold and leave me to die.
2.
no love song this time. when angels won’t spread their legs… life crashes to it’s end. the sobering moment of a rope… feeling you break in two. feeling you fall away. lay the plans… spread yourself… with emotions dissipating its all been said before but not like this. things get worse… stars shine on filth. snow fell on days …and the glitter won’t help me cope a cruel artist and you use the tools so well to paint a broken man.
3.
Lilith 02:04
crucifixion. self-damnation. sharpen your tongue with the holes pierced within your skin. salt-caked lungs breathe the stench of your sweet death. mortality. the tie that binds us both. i salivate at the thought of true redemption. the nails burn cold at the sight of oblivion. you. won’t. fuck. your. faith. into. me. this. time. around. fed the myth. believe the lie. time to die.
4.
Artax 03:17
i’ve seen the sky fall before my eyes. violets in my mouth can’t numb the pain. this time. looking in your eyes. she knew she’d die. i knew it’d be the last time i’d see her alive. wishing. waiting. hoping. fading. i am the horse. i won’t be back.
5.
Feb. 29th 01:24
9:45 pm. She is never coming back.
6.
Copper Palms 02:57
sickness ate you from the inside. now i’m left with broken pieces. skin like concrete. frozen. cold like ice. my lips on your head for the last time. …and i can feel your hands around my neck. pictures. memories come flooding back. watching you fade and wither away. andicanneverforget… everythingthatshetoldme… thephonecallsandlettersstayburnedinme… …andicanstillhearyourvoice …becauseiknowyoupassthroughthesewalls …illneverforgethatnight …the cold …theburninginmyeyes when i felt you die… pictures burn me. when i can see you. scarring. my. heart. you’ve left your mark. “…maybe in the next world”
7.
and though i can’t see your eyes, I know you’re dead. the crash happened already. the crash, it happened… already static transmission. you fell out of love like that it’s over. i’ve watched gold rust. what a sight. teeth on the floor along with my heart. -YOU LAUGHED WHILE I CRIED- i’ve watched you fall from grace and i’ve seen your face fade -THE TONGUE OF A LIAR- one of us took the phrase and it was just a phase -YOU LAUGHED WHILE I CRIED- i’ve watched you fall from grace and i’ve seen your face fade premature words to document the eventual outcome: blood on the snow and we felt your heart stop. you were never happier. we knew it was over. but “that’s just what you say to someone who’s dying.” i just don’t care.
8.
I'd like to leave a whispering echo when I leave...

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released June 8, 2018

recorded and mixed by Evan Perino.
mastered by Will Killingsworth.
additional vocals on "Nine Dead Angels" by Mirsy.
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